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How Obscure...??

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I can't control myself... My vision has been blurred.. .Everything has been replaced with false lies... Which is real and which is fake?? I ask cautiously.. 

I've been led astray and need to find my way back, but which is the path for me??
Such winding and twisting roads leading to many wonderful lands, but none of them are right for me...

One land is filled in a land that is oh-so-sweet to the sight one can only hope to dream of~
Such a cheerful little village with merry townsfolk eager to greet weary travelers and to take them into their homes to let them rest..
I noticed something strange while walking through this happy little land, down an alley a lone figure sitting there... Silently weeping to them selves, whispering yarns and tall tales that were passed down from harlots and those of the mentally ill.
They whispered to me "You best be careful now because what you see is fake, it's all an illusion set by you... So can you figure out this puzzle?"

I shrugged it off and moved along to the next town, finding it to be quite dull and lacked life...

The town and it's people are painted with a hue of monochrome sadness, the clouds constantly crying out melodies of pain and disbelief, out of reach you can hear the many sounds of screams in pain. Tortured for eternity, what is this strange world?

My head is spinning, my vision changing back and forth, which way was that cheerful little town again??
Oh it's all gone that's right, in it's place is the old dull lifeless town that I was in before..

But wait, how could this be?? I am seeing two split versions of a world that is fake.. But which is real...? I can't determine this, my mind won't help me at all... My eyes are playing parlor games on me they don't want me to see what damage this world of mine has become since i left it...

But what does all this mean??
Could it possibly be all I know is just  a lie and I have fabricated up a fake world for myself since I was left alone with no one who cared about me... No one to love me and hold me dear to themselves.. Because in truth they lied to me, they were using me for their own gain.. 

I couldn't handle that, so I made them go away and destroyed the awful world that rejected me and in turn made my own where I would be loved...

What are these words that I am spilling out...? They can not be true.. Can they??

Then what I am living.. Is this all a lie..?

No wait... That's impossible.. Get me out of here.. I can't breathe.. The truth is too much for me to bear.. .my heart is breaking.. .Collapsing into me... My world is falling apart...? Why did I bother to try solving this puzzle?? 

It was useless of me I'll never get out of here...

Suddenly the lone figure from before is standing in front of me with outstretched hand...
Smiling a wicked face of a Beelzebub, I look back up and smile...

Who needs this world when I have you?
We can make it into our own paradise where no one can ever hurt us..

Wouldn't that be nice...?

In our own little obscure minds...

Please forgive me... I have just rambled the tale of a lie I can not keep...

Good bye...

Obscure little land...
Just a little random thing I made from pouring out ideas I had... And I got this giant mess, but I can't clean it up. I can't take back what I said it's there and that's where it will stay, if you don't like it I am sorry I can not change history, yet I can make something out of what is left...
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lakakalisa
May I ask if the two worlds discussed in this poem are the world of reality and fantasy? o3o